On Break

Last night was good... every time I spend with you is good..
And we did have a lot of interesting conversations last night...
Leading to this...
I know that even I suggested that you should not let me play with myself for some time..
And I said 'Oh Crap' yo mysekf when you said that you were considering it..
I am not even sure if I understood what I was feeling..
All I really wanted to do was to slouch, dig a hole, and burry myself
I am not confident in my aability to control my desires...
This is going to be an ultimate test... atleast with this being an online thing for now..
I am scared
I am very scared.. I think doing this means a lot to me..
Cause if I do this... I could probably last thru a more harder times until the time comes for us to meet.
I want you to be proud of how dry my pussy will become... and still technically be wet.
You wanting to see sexy pistures every day means that you are pushing my limits and making this harder... and I appreciate that.
This thing will greatly intensify how we might feel.
I am going to do this and make this work for you.
I love you.