A Filthy Whore... Humiliated

I went into the chat room early today morning...and told people what I had done....and thats when it all began.
From names being called....to signs of disgust.
It hurt so much to sit there and watch people tell me what a dirty slut I was to not follow your rules.
I couldnt even wait a week for the man I love....
I knew he would take care of me....like he always does....but no... my dirty pussy was attended to...
The words that came out of others mouths was one of the several things today that made me realize what a horrible thing I had done.
I begged to the men, to use me,...and to let me please them...
At first I got no resonses....but then I did.
He came and first he told me that I should always remember that this is just a body I am living my life in...every inch of my body is yours....
That I should not do something if I am told not to do it.
He then treated me like a whore.... using me like a dirty piece of shit. ,....in front of everyone in the room.
All I wanted to do was to get out of the room and cry to myself.... ask myself why I was so desperate and pathetic. But I want you to forgive me...
I stayed there and pleased him...and at the same the tiem rest of hte room..
Being told that I should make you proud....be a nasty whore for them....and indirectly please you...
I came three times as you instructed me to....each time being harder than the one before...
I am sorry for what I did....please forgive me.
I wont ever do anyhitng you dont want me to. I promise I will always make you happy.
I havnt felt this miserable in my life before....and I deserved it.
But please forgive me master.... I love you.
What I did was wrong..... And please forgive me for it...
My wet panties were a constant reminder....
please give me another chance..... I promise I wont ever dissapoint you.
Forgive me....
I love you.