Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

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I wanted to write about last night...
He was so understanding... and treated me just right.
We had an emotional understanding conversation and I got to talk to him about everything thats going on with me.
I have a lot on my mind and there are a lot of changes that are about to come in my life...
I am finally moving out... it will be a new place, new job, new people....
I am very excieted, anxious, scared, and I am experiencing a bunch of other emotions.
It meant a lot to me that he cared about me not feeling alone. He asked if he could do something about me feeling alone...the selfish needy person in me wanted to tell him that I needed him to be there with me...but I know that is not possible.
I do feel alone... in a more physically-there kind of terms.
But I know he is always there for me...
We did a lot of talking... and then right when I thought it was time to go to bed, he ordered me to show him some very hot pictures.
He turned me on almost immediately... I love how unexpected he can be!
He made me pinch my nipples and when they hurt he made me pinch them even harder.
He then let me cum and I had one amazing orgasm!

Today... I now realize how hard I really did pinch myself... I feel so sensitive...
I know he would like that :-)

I love him so much! I am very lucky he treats me the way he does and cares about me so much!!

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