New Beginnings

I didn't even realize that we have now known each others for a month!
Umm and it has just been a great month... I have loved every moment of it with you.. and I am so glad that we have met.
And our conversation today, was just perfect.
You made me realize that this is not a game for you.. and that you are real.
I can trust you.. and I should..
And I realy truly care about you so much.. and I know you do too..
It just felt good...like everything was okay when we ended our conversation.
I just want to meet you badly..
And ehh.. I am contradicting myself..cause I said I wanted to take things slow.. and now I am being the pushy one...
But that's cause this is special.. and it feels great.
I think I told you... that I wouldn't want to get another female into the picture.. and if there was a another female in the sex... she would just be used as an 'object'
But when you told me about that other female and how she was supposed to find someone to obey you..
And how you said that a sub would have to know that she has her place.. and no would replace her..
That just made sense.. and how that is another part of the trust in the relationship...
It all makes sense now..
This whole thing is an intertwined thing.. and trust is a huge part of the equation..

I also loved how we could just talk 'normally'... and I undestand and I promise to always be truthful.
:-)
I am just happy and hopeful.. and curious about the things to come in the future!