Dripping Wet

OH MY GAWD!!!
I couldnt be any more miserable and needy. (and horny!)

This afternoon I had been out a lot, and was with my sister actually.
Before we got back home, she wanted to go to Barnes & Noble. So we go there... and I innocently picked up a copy of Cosmo on my way to the comfy big couches.
I didnt even pay attention to all the big prints on the cover. I knew I was going to be there for a bit... so I was hoping to find something interesting to read. And no... I did not intend to read on anything sex-related necessarily..... really!!!

So then when I do got seated... I looked down. And I read something that put a huge big grin on my face!
'101 Sex Tricks To Try Before You Die'

This reminded about the time I talked about all the wild crazy things I want to do to him... I want to be the best damn piece of ass he has had! LOL

But going back to the Cosmo..
I started reading the list... and I was oh-so-miserable by the time I was on #20.
Those things were so damn hot. I was wet...VERY WET.
As most might already know.... I am not allowed to wear panties. And today I had these nice khaki capris....that were really thin.
As I was reading the list.... I kept thinking about all the wild things I hvae done... the ones I have thought about.. the ones that I know I want to do... and the ones that are just going to be those unpredictible unexpected spur-of-the-moment kinda things.
I am probably one of the least sexually experinced people of all the people I know thru this blog! So yeah... not a long list on me! lol

I dont want to give out the things on the list... I dont want my dear boyfriend/Master to get any clues! I TRY to be a tease! LOL
Anyways.... By the time I was done reading... I was WET. Very much so. I kept moving around and squirming.... It was not one of the most comfortable places to be at...especially since I wanted to touch myself so bad.
One of the things that made me most miserable was one of the positions they talked about.....
Not only was it hot just the way it was...but it was something I had actually experienced before! (Can you believe that?!!!!!?)

It was with a guy I had a little fling with...whom I met at work. We only really hooked up twice or thrice....
And the one I was thinking about was when I say face down on my bed. He put pillows under me first and entered me from behind... if that wasnt sensitive enough.... he then made me bring my legs closer together and he stretched his around me. He directly stimulated my g-spot.... and that was just what they were talking about in the Cosmo 101 Sex Tricks list....!!!!!

Reading about all this also reminded me about all the most orgasmic things in my past....
It made me think about the time when he was here... and when he spanked my breasts so hard and made them so sore. I was bruised for over a week or so... and honestly...it is hands down the BEST thing I have sexually experienced. Even though I wasnt allowed to cum...even though it hurt so much... it was the pain that was wonderful. I cant put to words what I was thinking and feeling...but it was pure bliss.

I also thought about all our online play times.... I thought about the one time he made me put clothespins on my tits. I have this love and hate thing for them...the pain is just so fascinating... but I am very sensitive and honestly would need to be tied down to keep my hands from not removing them.
I remember begging to him... and telling him how much it hurt.

Then I thought about our chat last night....
I told him that today would be a perfect day for him to tease me... as I was too scared to touch myself as I had cut jalapenos and ginger during dinner.
He said that he knew I just wanted to touch myself.
I asked him if I could go wash my hands one last time and then touch myself if he wanted me to.... And to that he gave me a condition...
That I would have to go and cut fresh jalapenos and ginger and rub it on my fingers and hands, and then touch myself when I went to bed.
I was scared when he said that.... Scared of the pain...and also very turned on.
I told him I would do that.... even though I really didnt have to. I knew he would enjoy me being in pain and miserable.
He was strict then.... he wasnt happy that I hadnt collected pictures for him yet... and he told me to do so.
Unfortunately...we never came to the jalapenos and ginger part....
I was disspointed and also kind of relieved. More dissapointed though.
I really wanted to feel the pain ...and the burn.

I hope we can do it some time soon....

I was thinking about how I wanted him to put me on orgasm denial for a long time.
I want to be teased miserably... mercilessly...
I want to be put to bed as horny as I can be...and strictly not allowed to touch myself.



I know I have got a little carried away with the point of this post...
It was a fun thing to read... and I had an embarrasing wet spot by the time I got home.

Sorry about all the blabbering....
I just had a lot of wild thoughts and imaginations...
and now I am just speechless....