day 7

I'm sorry I didn't write anything on here yesterday...
Today was a good day mainly... enjoyed being on the beach...
Even though it was cold... it was good to just lay in the sun..
And I did get to think a lot..
About us.. and our conversation last night

I am glad we both said the things we did...
Although I am very sorry that I made you cry...
And I said what I said without really thinking about it... and it was the kinda stuff that would hit hard...

Anyways... I am glad we had the conversation
And right now we just need to give each others the time to figure things out
and also to wait until we meet and see how it goes

Most importantly... I want you to know that I love you dearly...and with all my heart.
Yes I know we have been talking online for about 8 months now... Maybe that is too quick...
Maybe it is too hard to believe that there can be something real here

However, when it comes to our relationship, one of the things that I am sure about is how I feel towards you...as far as I know you on here.
And this has been such a open and intense relationship that I feel like I know the real you...
It is just about making that click when we meet...
It doesnt have to be the very first time...or right away
I think I might be too nervous at first...
But as we have said before... if it is meant to be... it will be

I better end this here.....
:-)
I love you