I just love you

I just wrote a quickie post before this one... but I think I need to put in more time...

Friday morning didn't seem all that bad.... I was still thinking about our conversation from Thursday night. Friday night did feel a little weird... There was no internet... I couldnt even get a signal on my phone...
It was weird knowing that I can't get up and talk to you... not that night... not the night after that either.

We did a lot of things on Saturday. I will show you pictures tonight and probably post some on here too later.
Saturday night the adults (not me!) deccieded to go to a casino in the mountains.
I did a LOT of thinking.

We are now at this point where June is right around the corner.
So much closer are the days when we finally get to hold each others, kiss, love.... and hope make everlasting memories to say the least.
Just about 2 more weeks :-)
You know it kinda makes me nervous... but do know that I trust you with all my heart.
We have grown so close in the past 9 months... I really don't feel like I am about to meet someone I havnt met before.
I have come to a point where I have started about what to wear.... how to do my hair... wear glasses or not?? LOL
I know I will just do what ever is comfortable in the end... but still ...its...
ummm I dont know the right words

I am just very happy and excieted.... and anxious

I am ready to experience a lot of firsts with you... :-)
I do have good news...
My period... no worries about that any more. lol. it shouldnt come in the way!
AND
well... nevermind... ill let this one be a tease!! ;-)

Moving on....
the whole of Sunday and Monday morning were pretty okay.
On a whole it's been okay... there were some bad moments...but its all cool. dunt matter now cause its over.

hmm...
I am gonna keep some to tell u later on...
This is it for now...
or i think it is! lol



I LOVE YOU