Tired
I am so extremely tired today...and I am just so not in the mood of looking for kinky dirty pictures for him like i usually do.
But I know he wont like it...we kinda talked about it yesterday and he was strict about it.
But I want him to be strict and make me cry. I feel closer to him that way. I love it when he is strict.
So I do want to be a bad girl...but I also want to be a good girl and just get some kinky hot pictures for him.
Good...or bad???
I know that if we were together... I would have been a bad girl... just to get a nice spanking!
hehe
What should I do now? I kinda want both equally!!
posted by Yours @ 1:14 AM
1 Comments:
Of course, in the "real" world of D/s or DD, being intentionally bad is hurtful and manipulative... you want a spanking? Ask for it... bad girl or otherwise. Man, oh, man does Dante ever know how to spank the daylights out of me without ever punishing me.
He's teaching me, through his actions far more than his words, why it is so important to be responsible for myself and my own actions first and to then give up my control and accept his dominance and decisions. I never thought I could live without punishment spankings... but that was the impertinent little child in me screaming for attention.
When I behave, I get even better spankings, plus more fun along the way!!
Big hugs... now go find those pictures whether you want to or not. And have a little fun while you're at it!!! (*grins*)
Big hugs and TTFN,
Tiggr
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