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Again, I am so sorry for last night..
I feel so miserable about it..
Please forgive me... even wehn you left... it seemed like you were mad.
And I understand why you are mad...
It was just cause I was tired and sleepy... I just want you to know that I always look forward to talking to you... I feel content when I talk to you...
I was just not physically exhausted...
I am not making excuses... I hope you understand...
I love you very much..

I think something interesting happened today...
I went online to play a game of pool...
and I ended up going on a table with someone whose rating was really high...he/she might have been at 1450 or so... and I'm in the 1100s...
And first I did not innitiate the game, cause I thought there was no way I would win..or even close... I thought it would be a clean sweep..
But then I just told myself to give it a try just for the heck of it..
and I told myself, that if I woould win... or even get close, we would meet for sure..
(Since it happeneing is so far from now... I was wondering if it would actually happen.. I want it to)
And yeah... as you might have guessed...since I am writing this..
I did win the game..





I love you.