Update/"My Love"

Hello peoples...
No internet is sure a pain... of all the things I obviously miss talking to my dear love... but we are facing on this change being strong...
:-D
Anyways... I wasnt in the mood of writing but a particular song just kinda woke me up and made me wanna write...
More about the song later...but first...lets talk about The Secretary...

I only watched it for the first time on Thursday...
OK at first....I just thought it was plain weird.... Atleast the pre-submissive part....
But once I got to think more about it...the more I liked it ...
I think it is a reallly neat movie... I love it now... I definately didnt at first.... but its so neat... I am kinda at a loss of words...but I was just glad they made a movie like that....
I liked it a lot... I could only wish I could be as submissive as her... There are times when I am SUCH A BRAT!!
I love being bratty... but I kinda like being a very good girl too.
I love playing like I am the one in control... and then being punished for it...lol.. but then the bad part to that is that sometimes it makes my dear Master a lil mad.. and I don't like doing that,...

Being 2 dimensional is HARD. lol

Anyways...fuck all that... I wanna talk about that song that really gets me going...
'MY LOVE' by Justin Timberlake ft. TI

DAMN I LOVE THAT SONG...
so fucking hot...
I was almost asleep before I heard that song earlier today...but just as I heard the beats...I was like a lil kid in a candy store...
only turned on...LOL

Anyone know it???

PLEASE GO HERE and listen to it... (The song actually only starts after like a min and half...so just skip thru the first min and half!)
and CLICK HERE for the lyrics...

I am freaking nuts about it...
lol

If I sound weird....blame it on the excessive amount of soda I had during dinner!!
Now go listen to it if you havn't already...!!!

out of touch?

So I visited this blog (Master and mines) after a while today...and it doesnt even feel like its mine..
I don't know its weird... I cant wait to get back to it and speak more...
I do miss it...but not too much.
Not as much as I miss Him... I love him so much....he makes me feel so content and satisfied even when we are soo far away
Our love is so strong that it can survive on mainly just weekend talks and occasional talks during the week
I miss him so damn much...but this is a very new chapter in my life...
this is my first time being out...
My first real job, my first place....... this is the first time I can actually be ME
And it is a DAMN GOOD feeling
I am so thankful I have a wonderful man right there next to me in this....
I am a very lucky girl.
I love you baby
Kissssssssss

too turned on....

So I get back to my parents today at a long week at my new place...and the last time I really spoke to Master was on Monday and it has just been emails really after taht
I have really been craving something kinky.
At this moment... I honestly want a very hard and rough spanking. Very bad.
When I wrote to him I told him I hated my vanilla week and was looking forward to something kinky...

I called him some time back...
we talked very generally...vanilla-ish-ly
and then he was going to have dinner and asked me if that would work for me.
i told him to tell me to make it work.
i love when he talks so dominantly... i was dripping wet instantly...
he told me to wait 45 mins...and he told me not to look at any kinky pics and to be a good vanilla girl
arghhh
3 more mins until the 45 mins are up

I am so damn tired...but I am soooooooooo fucking horny.
I wish he could be here and pull my long dark hair real hard and look into my eyes and tell me to kiss him.
gawd im horny!!

me

am i or what...
i wanna cummmm!!!!!!


arghhhhhhhh