Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

i love you

i love you
i am sorry.... smile
you mean the world to me...
looking forward to talking to u tonight!
kissssssssss

Feb 28

I am just very confused about last night.. and I dont even know where to start from...
I remember this one time we were talking about things we can do...or rather things you wanted to do to me... and I told you I was scared... and to that you said that you did not want to scare me...
And then last night... you were doing very
possible thing to scare me...
So which one of those is real....
Was last night some kinda test.... I know you were trying to
push my limits...and see how far I can go...
I really dont see why you had to scare me...
Shouldnt I want to stay with you because that is what I want... I mean I would think that you would want me to really want this... and not have be a submissive out of fear...
I am really trying to understand why....
I am sorry that things I have done for you till now werent
proof enough of what I really want and how serious I am about this...
I dont remember the last time I was so scared...
This was like a whole new side of you I havnt seen before
And being new to the lifestyle I think makes things even more harder and difficult to understand.
I just want you to know that I love you... And thats the only thing I know right now

Monday, February 20, 2006

Sorry

Im sorry that i was checking to see if u were in a chat room
im just realy afraid and insecure
i dont want to lose u
there are so many better females out there
i do trust you
i trust you with all my heart...but i dont trust those shittyy people out there
i feeeeel so miserable
and stupid
and .................

forgive me

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Love You

I miss you a little; A little too much;
A little too often; A little too hard;
No matter what; No matter when;
Im here to assure you a
place in my heart....


Thank you so much for a wonderful start to the day... I sle
pt like a baby afterwards.. .smile.
I just wanted to let you know how much I a
ppreciate you and how much you mean to me.
And that the favorite
part of my day is when the rest of the world sleeps... but for You and me. I LOVE YOU!!!

MUAH!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

A Moment in Life

A Moment In Life

I would accept just one hour
In your arms
Than none at all
I would accept just one kiss
If that is all
You could give
I would accept a fleeting moment
And cherish it forever more
An hour, a kiss, a moment with you
I would give my life for

Monday, February 06, 2006

Template

I think the template speaks for itself.... :-)
I love you...
I love being yours...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Missing You

I miss you sooo sooo much...
It was so great to talk to you last night...
Thinking about how things will be when we will e together...
And what kinda things we will argue about...still puts a smile on my face.
I love you so much.
And I just wanted to say that you are a very special
person.
I love you dearly. Cant wait to talk to you again tonight.