I'm hot

I'm hot..... my body is boiling up kinda hot....
And not like it's hot here...its cool and raining outside...the thermostat says its like 75 degrees in here...which is usually cool...
But my body feels like it's on fire... I already kicked off my pj bottoms to the side of the bed...
I got a very thin cotton t-shirt on and I am sipping on ice cold water..... I am so damn fucking hot... I don't wanna turn on the AC... that's just too damn weird...I know I will if the heat becomes too unbearable....but who sweats sitting around when it's fairly cool ...
I am weird.... and hot.
I tried to sleep....I can;t.... The bed feels too damn hot on my skin

This is not fun,....

In Love

It is amazing how much I am in love right now... We have such an amazing connection...
It's hard to describe how exactly I feel.... I have never felt so much in love with someone...
I just want him to take me...completely - physically and mentally.
I just want to be his... I already am...
He accepts me for who I am...and for all my flaws
And he loves me unconditionally.... what more can a girl ask for!?!
(A boyfriend not on the other side of the country....but we are working with what we have)
It's overwhelming at times how much I feel for him...I have said that before too.... But my heart is just completely filled with love for him...
I am so happy... :-)