Craving Pain

Today I felt naked... It was the first day back at work since that new rule... and I felt so naked... When juices leaked out my cunt it got my pants wet...
It was embarrasing and I had to visit the ladies room several times...just to make sure nothing looked weird...It couldn't have...those were black pants....but still... I felt very naked.

I thought about you rubbing my nipples, and pinching them, and squeezing them hard....

And that is enough to get me dripping wet...


I can't wait ... to be your slave...

New Rules - for the next 2 months...

2 whole months seems like a long time...and it is...
But there are a certain few things that can make those 2 months even longer than what they are...

Last night was ....well...rather interesting...
Usually when I come online I spend my time waiting for him while looking for dirty kinky nasty pictures that we can share together...
Last night... it didn't happen... I just wasn't in a picture kinda mood... I just wanted to spend time with him... and take a break from our horny nasty ways...
But something happened when he came online...
I was the 'Bratty Booobeee'.... I was naughty and horny almost instantly at little naughty things he said...
In between the teasing and squirming I told him what I had been thinking the night before...
I first told him how I missed going without panties... we did that for a little while... but then we drifted away from it...

Anyways....that replaced something more interesting...I wanted a new set of rules that I wanted to put on myself..
Since we are now in the stage of finalizing his trip... I wanted to be on orgasm restriction...
The way I wanted ti was that I could cum if I could do it without touching myself... but absolutely no touching + cumming...
He liked that... I guess he was thinking about what a dirty horny thing I would be by the time he would come...
But ofcourse...he added his twist to it...
In addition to the no touching + cumming there were 2 other things.... first, no panties except during that time of the month and that i would hhave to wear pants that fit snug at my pussy..

i love doing evil things...
I accepted... the rule was to go effective in 20 mins (at midnight)... I had to make good use of those 20 mins
He went to go fix dinner and said i could cum as many times as possible in those 20 mins..
And I did...
I placed that bulled he gave me the last time he visited right on my clit and pressed it down hard
I spread my legs wide and started fucking my tight little wet cunt with 2 fingers..
it fit just right... i started watching some dirty nasty porn (that i had shared with him recently) abd started to imagine him watching me fucking myself
I did it harder and faster
i came once ...and then twice...adn then thrice almost back to back
i was out of breath after o #3... i wanted to stop but i sitll had almost 15 mins.. i wasnt about to stop... i got my clit wet with my cunt juices and pressed the bullet even harder
it was 5 mins of no stopped...
i moaned out as i came the fourth time..
but no...no stopping yet...
by this time my clit is hard and so damn sensitive
#5 came quick
by the time i was done with #5...my body was covered with sweat and desire...
i came 5 times in abt 15 mins... i had to stop at 11:55 ... i couldnt do any more...
Over hte next 2 months and a week... I am going to be so damn horny
and there will be times i will want hiim so bad
and at times i will want to cum once and not tell him...but i wont be able to get myself to it...
i want to suffer for him...

cumming 5 times in 15 mins prob makes me a nympho...
suggesting not being allowed to cum in hte next 2 months makes me a good submissive slave...

im a nympho slave....no, correction....im HIS nympho slave

i am going to contibnue getting pics for him...
and watching porn
and i will keep my cunt went and ill get myself to places where i just wanna cum so bad
and hten ill stop
and ill wait until the day this rule ends....
wehn he will be in the same room as me...

i can imagine a whole bunch of things that could happen as soon as we enter my place... but i wont know.... until that moment comes..

All Smiles

It has been a very long time since i have written here.... i guess there just have been so many things going on...
Work has been busy and Master and i have also been through a lot.
There have been several ups and downs and we have done a lot of talking recently...

He recently gave me some very good news... He is planning a visit soon... In a matter of months!!!
Needless to say, i was sooo excieted when he said that. i was happy and just loved thinking about being with Him soon.
It alll became even better when we talked about it. We had a nice conversation about our feelings about our relationship.
Our relationship is at the highest point...
i feel very close to him... i feel like a very important part of His life.
we have been talking a lot and have been putting in time and thought into planning His visit.

i know this time is going to be a lot different from the last time... we will really get a good amoung of time with each others... i am so excieted and eager to know what it will be like to be with Him.
i am ready and excieted to experience more of the lifestyle.
i know i will be very sore ...probably by day 2!!! But i am looking forward to it all...
He has made me the so happy and like i have told Him before...He is the best thing that has happened to me.

i love Him and it is such a good feeling it is that i feel when I am with him...

So... as a result of the current and upcoming events... i think it is appropriate to bring back this template...
i know He used to like it...so that's why its back!

Anyways... i know i will have more to say soon... so i will be back! (in that very cute Arnie accent He is oh so good at!!!) LOL

I love ya baby!!