Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Touched.....Forever

The past few days have been just the most beautiful days of my life....
Being with Master has been soo wonderful...

I have a lot I want to say.... my heart still aches and misses him.... It was great sharing my bed with him and doing every little thing we did together...

Like he said... It's not just about the sex... Not at all...
I love him dearly... and he made me feel so beautiful...

Thank you Master for loving me and visiting....for being a part of my life...and just for being you. I love you!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Hourly countdown now begins

Only about 20 more hours....
Too much to do....

No time to wirte....I better get my butt moving!!


UPDATE:

So it's 9:40PM....and I am so tired.... I have been running around doing things since I got home from work. I just stopped 20 mins to eat a snack...
The butterflies are really kicking in now....
He is actually going to be here....in this apartment.... in my bed....on the couch...it's weird...
I think the apartment looks fairly nice at this point.... but then I didn't get time to shave... Well I am time now....but no ounce of energy....
Now I am waiting for him to come online so we can talk one last time and just go over the plan...even though we don't need to!!
I will have to wake up early and shave....and I still might not get enough time to shave my legs.... I kinda have to be in at work early....Maybe I need to wake up by 5....That should be enough....I think....

Okay...no more to say..... Better try to get some things done...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Somehow it won't let me put a title on this post....
Anyways, I have less than 2 more days!!!

WOW.... I am sooo excieted...
I don't feel nervous... I have known him 2 years now!!
I just can't wait to hold him and kiss him...
:-)

This is going to be great!!

Monday, July 02, 2007

10 more days

I guess the countdown has officially begun...
It still doesn't seem real... I know it's happening...but the days seem to be going by so quick...
Again, probably because I am extremely busy and have so much to do before I go on vacation.

I am excited beyond words....
The other night he asked me if I was scared.... I guess when I say the things I do here I just say things the way they are and not the way I want him to think they are...
Anyways, I don't think I am scared. I am anxious and I feel the butterflies in my tummy already!

It is going to be a wonderful visit... and I am looking forward to it...
:-)