Pics

These are from Doug Adam's website....

i am looking forward to sharing kinky dirty pictures with Master again!
i havn't cum in a while...and tonight i wanna be highly teased!!

He is back...!!!!

Damn 3 long ass weeks!!!
I finally got to talk to him today just a few minutes back...

It's kinda weird... since we hadn't talked in 3 weeks!

I am not sure what to say...
I've missed him and I am glad he is back!

Funny thing... I have been feeling rather submissive all this time...and then became bitchy all again since yday!
I don't understand myself! I'm too complicated!! LOL

Temporary Template... and a few other things.

i don't think anyone came by my blog since the few changes in the template....
i am just picking this for now because i didn't like the one that was there before this...and the pink one... even though Master liked it... i wanted something different...and ofcourse the right template will be picked once i get His approval and agreement in the choice.
So...until then, this will be the one.

Moving on to the other things that linger my mind...
And there are a few things that are on my mind....

Finally.... the 3 weeks are up! He will be back sometime tommorow around this time... i am so ready for Him to be back and to tell me all about the trip...
The past 3 weeks have been kinda hard...although thankful to the busy days at work, this time passed by quicker than i had expected it to.
There have been several thoughts of Him in His absence...i imagined and wondered several times about Him...missing Him during the nights...
It just isnt easy when you go from talking every night religiously... to then both of us waking each others up either early in the morning or late and night... and then finally to no talking for 3 weeks.
i picked up a book to help me sleep at night because i ended up spending a lot of time tossing and turning and thinking...missing Him.

Anyways, on the bright side, we will go back up to waking each others up at odd times and sneaking phone calls from and inbetween work.... trying to do whatever we can to just stay in touch...
Anything that comes to you easy, is probably not worth your time and effort.


Being away from Him for so long has only made me feel more positively about what i feel for Master.
i know this is what i want...and i will give it all i can.

i trust Him like i have never trusted anyone.
i crave His touch like i have never craved anyone's before.
i feel the heat pass through every inch of me when i think of Him, like i have never felt before.



i love Him like i have never loved before.... like i will never love again.


Welcome back Baby!
i love You!

i've missed You so much!

Another mood swing...

I get really pissed off when I am extremely horny and just can't do anything about it.
Or rather... what I do won't just be good enough.
I had enough orgasms last week... but I am still obviously not satisfied...

Last night was a crappy way of spending new yrs eve.... I went to bed just a few minutes before midnight.
I was already feeling bitchy cause of my stupid period...
Then we went out to dinner...there were 5 of us..and the waiter messed up EVERY SINGLE order!
I wasn't all that mad right then cause I was having a great drink... I had a Pomegranate Margarita for the first time and it was pretty good.... the alcochol was just kicking in and I was not about to blow at the waiter....

BUT... things did get bad....
Every time I drink I get a slight headache and I get sleepy...basically it doesn't take a lot for me to get drunk...
Anyways...one of the guys I was with was just plain damn annoying. That kid kept getting on my nerves and was pissing the hell outta me.
We got home after about 11-11:15...and were just watching TV and trying to figure out something to do.
In the next half hour I tried very hard to be nice and not be a bitch...but it was a task!
I did not speak a single word during that time...cause I knew if I did...I would have just said something I probably would have regretted....
(This kinda explains why I like older men...they are just a lot more mature! This guy was being such a loud mouth! )
I was just fed up by 11:45 and went to bed.

There is always someone that ruins my new yrs eve!

Oh well... there won't be any celebrating next year...

Fucking **********

I know I am ugly when I am mad!

PS. I hate this damn template! But too damn bored to look at HTML right now!

Thinking...

Hmmm I don't like this template... I needed a change from that old one... I need change!

**A side note... I also kinda want a change with my hair....I'm bored with the way it looks now...but that's probably another post!

So yeah... about this template...I guess it's back to blogskins.com to find me a new template.


I go back to work tommorow...*sigh*
I am looking forward to actually having something to do...but there are going to be major changes at work. I have no clue what to expect... I was just getting used to the place and then here comes big changes!
How big? New boss and new team members and new cube!

And it doesnt make it any easier that my new boss just looks like a major bitch!

Anyways...

That is not what I was thinking about...
I was thinking about a tattoo or a piercing..

Well my sister got her ears pierced day before Christmas and I was kinda tempted to get mine pierced tooo.... BUT when I got in there... I was scared!
I was nervous...I am not sure why!?!?!

I don't like sharp things... but I figured I would be okay since I have 3 ear piercings already...

Well I have been pierced 3 times...but the 3rd one closed up cause I didnt wear the earring all the time!
So I basicaly wanted to reopen that one...But nope...I was a scared pussy!


I would probably wet my pants if I would get a tattoo... I would need him there!



Oh well... booring blabber!

Happy New Year BTW!

*Last night sucked big time for me... I am just giving up on the idea or expectation of having a nice new yrs eve celebration!*