Yesterday was our 2 year anniversary and I got a cute card and scary looking nipple clamps from him,,.,,,,.... I have been lazy with his gift.... I know what its going to be... but im just bad with dates and anniversaries....
Oh well....we had a long discussion about our lives and future and it ended at a good note I think...
I told him I would want him to have a local submissive..... that whole conversation just turned me on so much....
I love talking dirty with him.... I feel like a very dirty slut...
And I told him that I had cum twice the night before.... He told me to show him dirty pictures .... I was just so horny...he told me I wasn't allowed to cum or touch myself... I broke the rule I asked him to put in place to begin with.
I know he wasn't happy about that.... And I am glad I got punished for it. By the time we stopped talking I was dripping wet.... I was soo close to an orgasm but I wasn't about to cum...I wanted him soo bad... he just sent me to bed and it was right when I thought I couldnt take any more....
I really need to realize that ive given him control and that I can't cum or touch myself no matter how bad I want it....
it's just so hard cause I am almost always turned on.... but I will do it.