Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Craving Pain

Today I felt naked... It was the first day back at work since that new rule... and I felt so naked... When juices leaked out my cunt it got my pants wet...
It was embarrasing and I had to visit the ladies room several times...just to make sure nothing looked weird...It couldn't have...those were black pants....but still... I felt very naked.

I thought about you rubbing my nipples, and pinching them, and squeezing them hard....

And that is enough to get me dripping wet...


I can't wait ... to be your slave...

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Monday, January 01, 2007

Another mood swing...

I get really pissed off when I am extremely horny and just can't do anything about it.
Or rather... what I do won't just be good enough.
I had enough orgasms last week... but I am still obviously not satisfied...

Last night was a crappy way of spending new yrs eve.... I went to bed just a few minutes before midnight.
I was already feeling bitchy cause of my stupid period...
Then we went out to dinner...there were 5 of us..and the waiter messed up EVERY SINGLE order!
I wasn't all that mad right then cause I was having a great drink... I had a Pomegranate Margarita for the first time and it was pretty good.... the alcochol was just kicking in and I was not about to blow at the waiter....

BUT... things did get bad....
Every time I drink I get a slight headache and I get sleepy...basically it doesn't take a lot for me to get drunk...
Anyways...one of the guys I was with was just plain damn annoying. That kid kept getting on my nerves and was pissing the hell outta me.
We got home after about 11-11:15...and were just watching TV and trying to figure out something to do.
In the next half hour I tried very hard to be nice and not be a bitch...but it was a task!
I did not speak a single word during that time...cause I knew if I did...I would have just said something I probably would have regretted....
(This kinda explains why I like older men...they are just a lot more mature! This guy was being such a loud mouth! )
I was just fed up by 11:45 and went to bed.

There is always someone that ruins my new yrs eve!

Oh well... there won't be any celebrating next year...

Fucking **********

I know I am ugly when I am mad!

PS. I hate this damn template! But too damn bored to look at HTML right now!

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