Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Temporary Template... and a few other things.

i don't think anyone came by my blog since the few changes in the template....
i am just picking this for now because i didn't like the one that was there before this...and the pink one... even though Master liked it... i wanted something different...and ofcourse the right template will be picked once i get His approval and agreement in the choice.
So...until then, this will be the one.

Moving on to the other things that linger my mind...
And there are a few things that are on my mind....

Finally.... the 3 weeks are up! He will be back sometime tommorow around this time... i am so ready for Him to be back and to tell me all about the trip...
The past 3 weeks have been kinda hard...although thankful to the busy days at work, this time passed by quicker than i had expected it to.
There have been several thoughts of Him in His absence...i imagined and wondered several times about Him...missing Him during the nights...
It just isnt easy when you go from talking every night religiously... to then both of us waking each others up either early in the morning or late and night... and then finally to no talking for 3 weeks.
i picked up a book to help me sleep at night because i ended up spending a lot of time tossing and turning and thinking...missing Him.

Anyways, on the bright side, we will go back up to waking each others up at odd times and sneaking phone calls from and inbetween work.... trying to do whatever we can to just stay in touch...
Anything that comes to you easy, is probably not worth your time and effort.


Being away from Him for so long has only made me feel more positively about what i feel for Master.
i know this is what i want...and i will give it all i can.

i trust Him like i have never trusted anyone.
i crave His touch like i have never craved anyone's before.
i feel the heat pass through every inch of me when i think of Him, like i have never felt before.



i love Him like i have never loved before.... like i will never love again.


Welcome back Baby!
i love You!

i've missed You so much!

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Friday, December 29, 2006

New Template

It has been more than 5 days since i last heard from Him... the last time was on the 24th at 8:53am according to my phone.
There is no good-bye... so it was a i will talk to soon call.
He called when he was back in the same time zone as mine... after about 6 months... but still very far away!
A good 800 plus miles away to be precise... in Florida.
i have been used to being the one calling Him and waking Him up...but this time it was Him doing it...
It was obviously great to be able to hear His voice first thing in the morning... but the stinky part was that it was going to be the last time for the next 3 weeks!
3 long weeks.... that too in Brazil!!!
Yes... He is probably enjoying the warm sunny weather...
i miss Him dearly...and think about Him all the time..

Being off from work for 10 days leaves me a lot of free time to think about Him...

Of all the things... i wonder if He had a kinky dirty time with someone there... and i really hope He does...
it is not fair .... He is full of sexual energy and i think He deserves a nice time...esp because He has been taking very good care of all my sexual energy buildup.

Just a few days before He left, He made me spank my boobs real hard. i was bruised for a while... and i needed it so damn bad!
(BTW... thank You Master again!)

i think about all the hot slutty females and them wanting to please Him and His delicious cock.
*Drools*

It's weird becuase we technically havn't had sex yet... but i don't think of it like that... i felt Him inside me for a few seconds and that feeling was so strong and distinct... i rememeber it very well....
i look forward to pleasing Him.... but since i can't i want someone else to...

This first week i have been fairly naughty....
multiple orgasms have been on the menu almost every day...
And just 2 days back i did almost 10 orgasms within 24 hours... 3 in the morning... one in the afternoon and 6 at night (back to back!)
The 6 back to back were amazing .... and all came about by just thinking about Him and Him having a good time in Brazil.
i should probably be spanked for all the dirty nasty thoughts that are going through in my mind...LOL

Anyways.... i miss Him a lot. And the next 2 weeks are going to be long...i am sure. ... but, i am glad i am not the super jealous gf.
i am like that typically...but i trust Him and i am very glad i do and that i feel so secure about out relationship.
i am sure He will be proud of me and how eagerly i am waiting to hear about His nice (hopefully naughty) vacation.

P.S. - Since He does the spanking in our relationship....shouldn't i be spanked for every time He is naughty??

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