Truths Unleashed

My journey... discovering myself, with my Master.. and trying to find if this lifestyle it the right thing for me.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

New Rules - for the next 2 months...

2 whole months seems like a long time...and it is...
But there are a certain few things that can make those 2 months even longer than what they are...

Last night was ....well...rather interesting...
Usually when I come online I spend my time waiting for him while looking for dirty kinky nasty pictures that we can share together...
Last night... it didn't happen... I just wasn't in a picture kinda mood... I just wanted to spend time with him... and take a break from our horny nasty ways...
But something happened when he came online...
I was the 'Bratty Booobeee'.... I was naughty and horny almost instantly at little naughty things he said...
In between the teasing and squirming I told him what I had been thinking the night before...
I first told him how I missed going without panties... we did that for a little while... but then we drifted away from it...

Anyways....that replaced something more interesting...I wanted a new set of rules that I wanted to put on myself..
Since we are now in the stage of finalizing his trip... I wanted to be on orgasm restriction...
The way I wanted ti was that I could cum if I could do it without touching myself... but absolutely no touching + cumming...
He liked that... I guess he was thinking about what a dirty horny thing I would be by the time he would come...
But ofcourse...he added his twist to it...
In addition to the no touching + cumming there were 2 other things.... first, no panties except during that time of the month and that i would hhave to wear pants that fit snug at my pussy..

i love doing evil things...
I accepted... the rule was to go effective in 20 mins (at midnight)... I had to make good use of those 20 mins
He went to go fix dinner and said i could cum as many times as possible in those 20 mins..
And I did...
I placed that bulled he gave me the last time he visited right on my clit and pressed it down hard
I spread my legs wide and started fucking my tight little wet cunt with 2 fingers..
it fit just right... i started watching some dirty nasty porn (that i had shared with him recently) abd started to imagine him watching me fucking myself
I did it harder and faster
i came once ...and then twice...adn then thrice almost back to back
i was out of breath after o #3... i wanted to stop but i sitll had almost 15 mins.. i wasnt about to stop... i got my clit wet with my cunt juices and pressed the bullet even harder
it was 5 mins of no stopped...
i moaned out as i came the fourth time..
but no...no stopping yet...
by this time my clit is hard and so damn sensitive
#5 came quick
by the time i was done with #5...my body was covered with sweat and desire...
i came 5 times in abt 15 mins... i had to stop at 11:55 ... i couldnt do any more...
Over hte next 2 months and a week... I am going to be so damn horny
and there will be times i will want hiim so bad
and at times i will want to cum once and not tell him...but i wont be able to get myself to it...
i want to suffer for him...

cumming 5 times in 15 mins prob makes me a nympho...
suggesting not being allowed to cum in hte next 2 months makes me a good submissive slave...

im a nympho slave....no, correction....im HIS nympho slave

i am going to contibnue getting pics for him...
and watching porn
and i will keep my cunt went and ill get myself to places where i just wanna cum so bad
and hten ill stop
and ill wait until the day this rule ends....
wehn he will be in the same room as me...

i can imagine a whole bunch of things that could happen as soon as we enter my place... but i wont know.... until that moment comes..

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Friday, December 29, 2006

New Template

It has been more than 5 days since i last heard from Him... the last time was on the 24th at 8:53am according to my phone.
There is no good-bye... so it was a i will talk to soon call.
He called when he was back in the same time zone as mine... after about 6 months... but still very far away!
A good 800 plus miles away to be precise... in Florida.
i have been used to being the one calling Him and waking Him up...but this time it was Him doing it...
It was obviously great to be able to hear His voice first thing in the morning... but the stinky part was that it was going to be the last time for the next 3 weeks!
3 long weeks.... that too in Brazil!!!
Yes... He is probably enjoying the warm sunny weather...
i miss Him dearly...and think about Him all the time..

Being off from work for 10 days leaves me a lot of free time to think about Him...

Of all the things... i wonder if He had a kinky dirty time with someone there... and i really hope He does...
it is not fair .... He is full of sexual energy and i think He deserves a nice time...esp because He has been taking very good care of all my sexual energy buildup.

Just a few days before He left, He made me spank my boobs real hard. i was bruised for a while... and i needed it so damn bad!
(BTW... thank You Master again!)

i think about all the hot slutty females and them wanting to please Him and His delicious cock.
*Drools*

It's weird becuase we technically havn't had sex yet... but i don't think of it like that... i felt Him inside me for a few seconds and that feeling was so strong and distinct... i rememeber it very well....
i look forward to pleasing Him.... but since i can't i want someone else to...

This first week i have been fairly naughty....
multiple orgasms have been on the menu almost every day...
And just 2 days back i did almost 10 orgasms within 24 hours... 3 in the morning... one in the afternoon and 6 at night (back to back!)
The 6 back to back were amazing .... and all came about by just thinking about Him and Him having a good time in Brazil.
i should probably be spanked for all the dirty nasty thoughts that are going through in my mind...LOL

Anyways.... i miss Him a lot. And the next 2 weeks are going to be long...i am sure. ... but, i am glad i am not the super jealous gf.
i am like that typically...but i trust Him and i am very glad i do and that i feel so secure about out relationship.
i am sure He will be proud of me and how eagerly i am waiting to hear about His nice (hopefully naughty) vacation.

P.S. - Since He does the spanking in our relationship....shouldn't i be spanked for every time He is naughty??

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