This whole lifestyle is so different from what I am used to. And I am going to need a lot of intensive training, and in the process, I have to put in a 200%... or more. I need to understand and make myself realize what it is that I am getting myself into. Being naive isnt going to help, I have to face the reality and be the best I can be.
Most important to me is to make you happy. That is what my duty would be, and is what my Master would want from me. This is a lifestyle.. not a way we act in each others company. I need to make myself realize that, and never forget it. It means that I am yours, from the time I wake up, to the time I go to bed.. and also when I am asleep. 24/7. No buts or excuses. This is a full time relationship. I should always remember everything you tell me to do and not to do, and follow your instructions. Keeping you in my mind is not going to be enough, I also have to keep my place in my mind. Being a submissive means that I would not be in control of many, if not all, of the things that happen to me. It would mean that I would do just what you would want me to. From the way I dress, the way I act, the things I do, and much much more. It would cover all the details.. and being a good submissive would mean that I would always keep you and what you want in my mind. It means that I have to trust you and put my life in your hands, and live life by your terms. This is only the beginnning, over time.. I would gradually loose the freedom I have. I will be entirely controlled by you.
You being my Master, would not only mean that I would place my life in your hands; it would also mean that as being a great Master, you would take care of me and not do things that would hurt me or don things that I would not want. I would experience pain... but pain would only be a journey to the point of eternal pleasure.. pleasure that I possibly could never put into words.
In this picture, the slave seems to be having a really difficult time..and is experiencing a lot of pain.
If I was in her place.. I would have to hold your hand the way she does.. and keep a strong grip.. while you fuck me very hard. I would not stop you, because you would be trying to please your cock, and your pussy at that time. I would have to look beyond the pain, the discomfort, and the lack of air.. and just be the object, the slut you would want to fuck. Being in a situation like this with my Master, would mean that a simple fuck would never be like that again...once I have entered the lifestyle. There wont be anything as simple as vanilla... and I would have to prepare and be ready for it.
Being your property, would mean that you would be the most important person in my life. I would always have to remember what you expect and desire from me, and fulfil that. I should be able to satisfy you, make you feel happy and content.
It would mean that I would love you like I have never loved any one before.
I would just have to stand with my hands behind my back, and present this body to you. This body is yours, and that would mean that you would and could do anything you please to it.
Even if it hurts, I would just bite my lips and bare all I can.
It would mean that I would have to trust you like I have not trust anyone before. We will always think about benefitting and helping each others.
Being your property would mean that I would have to go through a lot of hurdles before I could be yours - family, distance. I would still go on with it, and face it strongly, because in the end, it would be all worth it.
If someone(vanilla) would look at this picture, they would think that the Master is sick and cruel to be putting the innocent girl into so much pain.
If someone saw this picture, again they would call the Master sick, cruel and heartless.
If someone saw this picture, they are likely to think that the Master is only thinking about himself and just trying to satisfy his cock.
And the same thing if they saw this picture.
But the truth is far from what 'normal' people can see. Being my Master's property would mean that I am aware that I could never reach a point of sexual gratification as great as Master would able to take me to. He would 'hurt' me.. and do things that people normally look at as being cruel. But Master at that point was only trying to be thoughtful. And he is only doing me a fovor, by tieing me up, clamping my nipples, and grabbing my throat. He is only doing me a favor and trainging me when he spanks me hard until I cry. He is only doing me a favor when he lets me suck his worthy cock. He is only doing me a favor when he fucks me hard. He is only taking me to place I have never been before, a place of no return.
He is doing this because I am his property.
What would it really mean to be my Master's property?
It would mean that for the first time ever I would feel complete. It would mean that finally, everything in my life fits just perfectly.
It would mean that I would feel loved like I have never been loved before.
It would mean that I will be cared for like no one has cared for me before.
It will be the best thing that could happen to my life.
I know it won't be easy... And I promise from the bottom of my heart that I will not do anything to dissapoint you.
I feel miserable for playing with myself when I wasn't supposed to.
I wont ever do it again.
I just want to make you happy.
I would really want this to be a story with a happy ending.
I love you. Please forgive me.
