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It has been more than 5 days since i last heard from Him... the last time was on the 24th at 8:53am according to my phone.
There is no good-bye... so it was a i will talk to soon call.
He called when he was back in the same time zone as mine... after about 6 months... but still very far away!
A good 800 plus miles away to be precise... in Florida.
i have been used to being the one calling Him and waking Him up...but this time it was Him doing it...
It was obviously great to be able to hear His voice first thing in the morning... but the stinky part was that it was going to be the last time for the next 3 weeks!
3 long weeks.... that too in Brazil!!!
Yes... He is probably enjoying the warm sunny weather...
i miss Him dearly...and think about Him all the time..

Being off from work for 10 days leaves me a lot of free time to think about Him...

Of all the things... i wonder if He had a kinky dirty time with someone there... and i really hope He does...
it is not fair .... He is full of sexual energy and i think He deserves a nice time...esp because He has been taking very good care of all my sexual energy buildup.

Just a few days before He left, He made me spank my boobs real hard. i was bruised for a while... and i needed it so damn bad!
(BTW... thank You Master again!)

i think about all the hot slutty females and them wanting to please Him and His delicious cock.
*Drools*

It's weird becuase we technically havn't had sex yet... but i don't think of it like that... i felt Him inside me for a few seconds and that feeling was so strong and distinct... i rememeber it very well....
i look forward to pleasing Him.... but since i can't i want someone else to...

This first week i have been fairly naughty....
multiple orgasms have been on the menu almost every day...
And just 2 days back i did almost 10 orgasms within 24 hours... 3 in the morning... one in the afternoon and 6 at night (back to back!)
The 6 back to back were amazing .... and all came about by just thinking about Him and Him having a good time in Brazil.
i should probably be spanked for all the dirty nasty thoughts that are going through in my mind...LOL

Anyways.... i miss Him a lot. And the next 2 weeks are going to be long...i am sure. ... but, i am glad i am not the super jealous gf.
i am like that typically...but i trust Him and i am very glad i do and that i feel so secure about out relationship.
i am sure He will be proud of me and how eagerly i am waiting to hear about His nice (hopefully naughty) vacation.

P.S. - Since He does the spanking in our relationship....shouldn't i be spanked for every time He is naughty??

Feeling like I should be...

I havn't had much so say in so long...
But today I do...
I feel so extremely submissive today.... and not for any particular reason...I have been living a faily vanilla life...
I barely get to talk to Master of lately...but I feel extremely submissive today...

I can't explain it...I am typically very bratty....
I was extremely submissive in the beginning when I was new to the lifestyle... and mostly remained that way until we met...
But once I was comfortable being around him... once I knew what to expect when it came to lifestyle... I got more comfortable... and I have progressively become a real brat... so much as to a point where I was arguing with Master...

And now here I am today... and I so want to serve him....
I crave to be controlled.... not necessarily sexually...
I just need to feel completely controlled ...

This feeling is almost as strong of my desire for pain of lately...
I just miss that sting...It's hard to explain
Many times I've just wanted to go to the nearest tattoo parlor and get a clit hood piercing...just because I need to feel the pain so desperately!
Maybe it's weird.... but maybe this shows who I really am...

I don't like being a brat... I feel more content as being submissive...but being bratty just comes more naturally...

Anyways.... I found this great video of 'The Secretary'...
The music is amazing...and ofcourse so is the movie...





For Master...
I love you and I miss you very much...
Hope your cold is going away... I wish I could be there to do just about anything and everything for you...
Miss you loads

XOXO